Alot of people have been having birthdays recently._.
Anywhoo. I've haven't had much time to blog, let alone time to do anything. I know its the holidays and im supposed to be taking a break. Oh wait,no im not. Im supposed to be mugging innit? Ah yes, thats what im supposed to be doing and judging from my l1r5, i reckon i should be doing quite abit of that. But , exucse my language, fuck that shit. I seriously need just a little time to chill, and fine im a slacker. But i promise i'll try to catch up soon.
So my cousins from Canada are here visiting and i've been spending some time with them. So i've been talking to them about how schools are like in Canada and stuff, and the funny thing is while we may think that they have a much more fun life down there(or up there... i dont take geog) , they have a simillar thinking about us. They think our lives are much more fun then theirs. This is that whole grass is greener thing. Yeah i reckon if i were to go to school in canada I'd think it much cooler than the hellhole we're in now.
Soo, in the US. It summer holidays. You know what that mean right? No new episodes of pretty much any shows till freaking September. No Supernatural, No One Tree Hill, No Vampire Diaries, No how i met your mother, No gossip girl, No 90210, No castle and worst of all... No Glee...
Sigh. On that note, the season finale of Glee was out today, and it was wicked cool. The storyline abit patchy here and there, but i suppose theyre going to use season 2 to cover that gap. And the music, of course beyond awesome. Like seriously mad cool. The journey medley and the re vamped Dont stop believing was cool.
And the ending bit with the Oz theme was really really good.
But the show stealer, was definitely Bohemian Rhapsody. It was freaking awesome, pretty much the best bohemian rhapsody cover i've ever heard, and actually can be compared to Queen. Queen of course still owns hands down, but this was a flipping awesome good cover. And i'd honestly kill for Jon Groffs voice. No seriously, i'd kill you for it.
Hope season 2 is just as awesome.
Monday, June 7, 2010 - 4:59 PM
Do you ever feel insignificant? Do you sometimes get the feeling that life is actually a great planned event revolving around a few important figures and everything you do; the choices you make, the people you love and the things that you say are so irrelevant ihat they can't possibly affect life's master plan? Sometimes i feel that way. I feel as though there in fact is a larger force at work. As though there is a strange, vast power controlling the tides. Some call this destiny , others fate. Some fanatics might choose to call it the work of god. The god they pray too, a god they believe in and a god they so often ask help of. These people ask and ask, and often we wonder do they receive? Is there a service? Or are we all still left in the dark groping for the answers.
That's something my thoughts tend to frequent to, the work of destiny , fate or even religion. How these things affect our lives, for it does affect every ones life and while some people choose to go with it , to follow simple instructions piously, there are others who seek more answers. Others who can't stand the unanswered riddels and need to know the truth. The truth behind life, the truth behind our own actions and the truth of everything.
Is there truth in one single person being able to change the world? Is it true that an insignificant little person can affect how the world spins and how people think? Could this person possibly be me? One of my parents? Perhaps a distant relative, a friend, a neighbour or even an old love , once forgotten.
Could someone you know have the power to rise above insignificance? To stand up to the pressure of the world and shout out loud, here I am and i will make a difference. Someone who dares to oppose fate, someone who dares to oppose destiny, and someone who has the highest levels of belief in nothing but him or herself. If you know this person , does it mean someone like this actually exists? I think someone like this does exist. Fact is i think there are over 6 billion people like this that exist. 6 billion people that are so blissfully different and yet in so many ways , similar. Each and every single person has an ability to rise out of their shell. To finally exist as a person with no fear and to deal with anything this world has to throw at them. We are all the same people. We may look, sound, think and speak differently but if you think about it, we are all in fact the same. We're just trying to find the answers to the questions of life. We are just trying to find the truth and we are indeed just trying to survive. So do you think life is a great planned event? Do you think that you're insignificant? Well, perhaps life is planned , and perhaps you are one small person. But the billions and billions of tiny,irrelevant , minuscule, insignificant people all over the world is in fact what makes life , significant.
Friday, June 4, 2010 - 11:36 PM
Well hello. Yes , yes i screwed up my exams, and no i shan't be giving you a play by play, cause its just a load of bullshit, so i'll skip it.
I suppose if youre on facebook, and yyou probably are, you've seen the Give me hope sites? And people liking all the links from the site and stuff. So i was just reading it abit earlier and i saw this other site this, http://www.sixbillionsecrets.com/
And i honestly hope more than half of these stories aren't true. Simply cause its just so explicity cruel it kind of pisses me off. No like seriously, why are people so cruel? I mean i know i can be a complete jack ass and bother people for no reason at time, but i always thought i knew where the line was too be drawn?
I just figured i'm doing it out of good fun and no one really cares about it cause they'd know im just kidding around. But i've been thinking, what if people dont feel that way? What if i've actually been so cruel to people i dont even know. Its well, horrible.
Everyone should be treated fairly. Like seriously, i dont get how people are treated unequally according to their gender, race, religion, sexuality or even looks. Its Orwell's Animal Farm all over again though innit? 'All animals are equal, some are more equal than others' And i think i know what the problem is, its not that nobody cares about these issues, its that people do, but they never do anything about it. I mean even myself, i get worked up about an idea, than i go back on facebook, than i go to sleep and the next day my head is so full i pay barely any attention to it, but thats got to change.
Seriously, i dont like being prejudiced. It totally sucks that i am , and so is everyone else. But i hope we can change that someday. I hope that one day a person who is so far from the average joe can walk down the street and not be given a second look, not be called a freaked, not be laughed at cause well, i just dont think thats very pleasant.
What were you doing at midnight last night? Watching one tree hill probably.
Would you rather vacation by a beach or a lake? Lake. Much more serene.
What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? My magnificent charm. Heh.
How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? This might be a girls quiz.
When was the last time that you were genuinely happy? Hmmm. Genuine happiness is a flawed.
Would you kiss someone to make your ex bf/gf mad? I'd do anything to make her mad.
Do you have a member of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? pretty much.
Where did you get the pants you're wearing? No idea.
When is the last time you went to the mall? Errr. thursday?
Are you wearing socks right now? Nope.
What was the last thing you had to drink? Coffee.
Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it? I dont drive though.
Where were you last week at this time? No idea.
Do you believe ex's can be friends? Not really.
Are you going anywhere fun this year? Hope new york is still on.
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? yep.
Do you own any underwear from American Eagle or Aerie? nope.
Were you single over summer? Its always summer innit.
What's the nearest holiday to your birthday? March break?
Do you remember the last movie you saw in theatres? Shrek in 3D. Screw you herman chong, screw you.
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? Totally.
Have you ever wanted to give up on someone but didn't? Totally.
Have your parents ever caught you drinking? Nope.
What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Stoning at my com.Same thing i've been doing all night.
Last restaurant you went to? Hmm.
Have you ever crawled through a window? Yep.
What do you spend most of your money on? Err clothes i think.
Where were you at 1AM sunday morning? Ill tell you in a few hours then.
Ever kissed someone over 30? My mum count?
Have you ever dyed your hair? Somewhat.
Are you wearing a necklace? nope.
Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again? Oh so many.
Are you an emotional person? Somewhat i guess.
What's something that can always make you feel better? A rootbeer float does fairly well at times.
Did your parents spoil you as a child? Nope
How's your heart lately? Bored.
Are you a cuddler? yeah.
Do you give out second chances too easily? Nope.
Ever felt that no one relates to you? Sometimes.
When was the last time you gave someone the finger? Err. This morning?
Do you cuss often, or in front of your parents? Yeah abit.
Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment? Nope/
Do you think it's possible that you could move on from someone, and then re-develop feelings for them? Yep.
Have you ever hooked up with someone just to make someone jealous? nope.
Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? A teensy bit.
Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous? Yep. I get annoyed easily.
Have you ever been rude to someone without even realizing it? Nope. Im rude intentionally
Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for, besides the person you're with now, what do you do? Pretend i dunno who it is.
What are 4 things you can grab from where you're sitting? Phone, lamp, mug,ear phones.
Do you want to be single? Ups and downs innit.
Do you know what the last person you kissed is doing right now? Nope.
Last person you said "I hate you" to? Heh. Yusof, probably pretending to study.
I bet you're going to kiss someone tonight, right? nope.
Is there a song that every time you hear it, you think of someone? Yeah alot of em.
So, will you be sleeping on the floor tonight? nope.
The last person that made you angry, did you tell them? Dude. What the fuck?
When was the last time you had ice cream? two nights ago.
Have you ever slept in the same bed with the opposite sex? yep.No, not what your thinking.
Do you remember what you wore last night? Err nope.
Have you ever been caught sneaking out? Nope.
Two Things That Scare You: The feeling that theres no one out there who gets you. And pidgeons. I dont like pidgeons.
Two Places You Want to go on Vacation: New York and back to London.
Do you have anything you'd like to say, but can't? Nope.
Is confidence cute? Yep.
Do you drink energy drinks? Some.
Do you like dark or light jeans better? Dark.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Reckon so.
Will your next kiss be a mistake? No idea do i.
Do you currently have a hickey? nope.
Believe in love at first sight? Rubbish.
Are you afraid of the dark? Nope.
Are you gonna get high later? i wish.
Has anyone ever hung up on you? yep.
Are you a forgiving person? fuck to the no.
Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours? Nope.
Ever felt like you’re not good enough? Hmm. Once in a while.
Is there anyone you're really disappointed in? yep.
Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms? yep.
Could you go a day without eating? yep.
Where is the furthest place you've traveled? Paris/
Do you have anything in your pockets right now? nope.
How much clothes do you have in your closet? You dont wna know.
Are you slowly drifting away from someone? i think so.
Ever thrown a shoe at somebody? Many times actually.
Have you ever been in love? Dont think so.
Flowers or chocolates? yep defnitely a girls quiz.
Do you wish you could see somebody right this second? Not really.
When's the last time you said you were fine, but really weren't? hah.
Does a kiss make you feel better? who from though.
Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in? after i get in.
Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower? Err like every day?
Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time? Nope.
Would you rather be in a permanent relationship or play the field? Sigh. I dunno What color is your shower curtain? Mines a glass shower.
Do you know how to use chop sticks? Kind of.
What is your favorite cereal? Kellogs frosties/
Do you dream in black and white? nope. That would be cool/
Do you talk in your sleep? yep
Do you snore? yep
Are you a redneck? nope.
Funniest thing you heard all day? Heh, Probably smth in malay class , not sure what.
Are you happy with the way things are going? Nope
Do you have any summer plans yet? nope
Have you ever regretted kissing someone? nope
Did you sing at all today? quite
Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy? Guess so.
Are you keeping a secret right now? Not really.
What was the last thing you put in your mouth? Coffee innit.
I write pretty much about anything i feel like.
So i strongly encourage you to have a read
I just might surprise you.
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Zameer A Husref
There is a tide in the affairs of men.
Which, taken at the flood, leads on to fortune;
Omitted, all the voyage of their life
Is bound in shallows and in miseries.